It Doesn't Matter But It Does Matters Too

It doesn't matter,

if you doesn't feel like talking to me.

Maybe you're just tired,

and rest is all you need.

It doesn't matter,

if you doesn't reply my messages.

Maybe your phone hasn't got anymore credit,

and patience is all i needed.

It doesn't matter,

if you doesn't feel like seeing me.

Maybe you just need time of your own,

and time is all you needed.

It doesn't matter,

if you doesn't let me know how are you doing.

Maybe i made you felt annoyed,

and distance is all we ever needed.

BUT

It does matters,

if you shut your mouth towards me.

You might not realized,

but it hurts when you do so.

It does matters,

if you switched off your phone.

Ignoring the messages i sent you,

it hurts when you do so.

It does matters,

if you run away from me.

Pulling away the distance between us further,

it hurts when you do so.

It does matters,

if you don't allow me to care for you.

My heart aches every single second of it,

and it hurts when you do so.

All i ever wanted,

is to hold onto your hands,

to walked through every second of my life with you.

All i ever wanted,

is to hug you tight,

to keep you warm in between of my arms.

All i ever wanted,

is to love you with all i have,

and never ever letting you go.

Because there is no one else except than you,

that could make me fall in love,

no one else, but You Can.